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Nobody's Home - Avril

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
I couldn't help her
I just watch her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

[Chorus]
She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies broken inside
No place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reason why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs

[Chorus]

Her feelings she hides
Her dream she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place

[Chorus]

She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside
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fwee(wenster's word), nice song.
ahh, my head!
lol, i feel like the RnJ nurse now!
"oh, how my head aches, what a head have i!"
hahaha, i fit perfectly into her lines :P
keep on getting headaches.
on and off.
ouch.
my noseee.
and my face feels hot.
daddy says it's cos of the insecticide.
think i might have gotten some of it on my face :

so we did gardening the whole beautiful morning.
so fun!
my foot. wahha.
bahh, then i was cutting off the brown leaves of the heliconia...
and a dead fly fell into my eye!
ahh!
haha. was..painful.
managed to get it out though (that sounds kinda sick. haha)
eww, yuck. did i tell you that i hate insects?
i hate insects!

going to east coast again this evening.
then we'll eat at the italian rest. again.
yayy.
bruschetta! bruschetta! bruschetta!
can't wait (:
need to burn those fats too!
i'm bloating up like a ..
like a...
puffer fish?
pig?
balloon?
???
ok all of them :P
arghh. fatfatfat.

oh yeah, forgot about the conv that
sarah and i had in the canteen the other day.
hahahahah.
sarah: sec?
me: koh.
sarah: ????? SEC what???
me: ohhh! ohoh. two.
hahaahaha.
ok i think only those who were there
will get it. (:

ooh national day celebrations!
were quite exciting (:
surprisingly entertaining.
the sec one class that won was so cute!
haha.
and our class skit ROCKEDDD! (:
aii, sucha pity that it was the last one...
cos ppl were restless by then and weren't paying attn!!!
meano, disrespectful ppl.
they were sitting in grps and just talking ok? urgh.
discipline level is...haii.

ahh, cheers to yet another slack day.
yikes, i feel like puking :O

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you